Who has been Naughty?

Yes!!!!!

The game is completed.

I hope you will find it to be fun
and pleasurable to play.

Click here to see the game page,
and then click anywhere to get
the directions and rules.

I warn ya...there are a few.
At the same time, I promise you
it will be worth your time to
play...especially if you enjoy
me and/or being my good boy!

Happy Holidays!
 

Finishing Touches

Oh boy! This game I am now working on for December
is a whole LOTTA work. Thank goodness for the good
boy who is programming the page for me...otherwise
I wouldn't be getting any sleep! :P

I am really excited about what is coming together.
I have a few more things to do to put the finishing
touches on it. I really think, and of course hope,
that I am right that it will be a lot of fun for
anyone who is interested in me and my work.

It is truly going to be like a game in a myriad of
ways. YOU DO want to at least check it out, and
if it seems interesting, play. There are some
gorgeous images available (if I do say so myself).

Plus...if you want to know what I want for Christmas,
Santa is going to have a bag of goodies you can get
your hands on. You will love what he has, and when
you buy the goodies you'll be giving us both a gift
at the same time. How awesome would that be? I love
win/win situations. :)

You also want to play as much as possible during the
month...so be sure to check back here on the first.
:)

Have a great night!
 

Naughty or Nice | December Game

My most ambitious game yet!

And it is one you will want to
play all month long.

Details to come.

Excited yet?
(You should be!)
 

Time Flies | It has been a while

Hello there.

It is interesting to me how life ebbs and flows
sometimes...and without any effort on my part.

Sometimes it is difficult to get motivated to
do more than presents itself to me. Other times
things just have a way of flowing to the point
of overwhelming excess.

It has been a long time since I have had a "real"
job (translation: a 9 to 5 job that someone
pays me a paycheck to do) and when I think about
it, it makes me wonder how in the world we do a
job that requires us to be consistently something
or some way every day.

It seems to me that we have a world that doesn't
cooperate with how we think it should be at any
given point, and in the process we often try to
force things to work...and...we call it determination,
persistence, being "responsible..."

Not to say that these things aren't good, or
valuable, but it strikes me that we may at times
label things in this way as a way of compelling
us to keep moving in the desired direction (often
someone else's direction?). That alone isn't a
"bad" thing...but it would depend on what we are
trying to accomplish in the process.

I suspect we aren't always supposed to be on the
go. Some of my "down" times have been productive
in their own way. Interestingly often after a
downtime I have an incredibly productive spurt
of energy and creativity.

So while you may sometimes see several blog
entries a day for several days and sometimes
see none for several others, it doesn't mean
anything other than what is going on with me
might just be in the preparation stage versus
one that is fully cooked. In addition, in
the more quiet times here you might just find
me being a bit more creative than usual in
our sessions.

As long as you see I am available on Niteflirt,
I am available to take your calls, and play
with you: mind, body, and soul. Isn't that
a yummilicious thought?

and...Christmas is coming, and so is my December
game...details will be coming soon. You will
want to play as much as you can in December.
You will see why shortly. In the meantime, there
is Turkey or Treat to keep you company. 10 images
and 5 audio files are among the treats. Only
$2 to play each day!
 

Just Because I Can?

The recent "Guilty" determination of Dr. Murray in the
case regarding Michael Jackson's death makes me think
about the on-going conversation I have with those
who are interested...and even those who are not, but
make requests of me that I am able - but unwilling -
to fulfill.

It is a conversation that revolves around the idea
that things can and should be done, because they can
be done. From my side, the topic can be couched
in the question, just because I can, does it mean
I should?

Apparently there is no law that prohibited Dr. Murray
from doing what he did. It seems as though he ran
into trouble by how he went about it. It might seem
that what the did was OK, if you take away how he went
about it. However, if he took a stand and said he
wouldn't do it, he likely would never have gotten to
this place.

Just because he could do it,
does it mean he should have?

Who knows what motivated him? Although one could
possibly guess. It doesn't really matter, though.
In the context of this conversation, the thing I
am looking at is the fact that he chose to do it.

Which brings me to me. From the earliest days of my
erotic, hypnotic calls I found that many wanted me to
do things that I wasn't sure about. Some I did do
eventually, but there are some I have never even
touched.

There seems to be the thought that if I don't do
something it is because I can't, because if someone
wants me to do something to them, and I have the
ability, I should. What I feel and believe and
want should not come into play. Something akin to
"the customer is always right."

There are times things go through my mind and I think
of how they could be done, but then when I think of
the ultimate effect it could have on someone, I know
it is likely not to be something that will ever see
the light of day. Would it be effective? Yes.
Would some think, "WOW"? Yes. Would it make me
money? More than likely. Probably more than a
recording that is intended to be helpful, like Pure
Love: The Gift.

Would I get more interest and more callers if I took
the route my mind sometimes strays to? I am betting
the answer would be yes. And yet...I don't do it.
Interestingly, perhaps, there are times it is
suggested to me that I should be more willing to
make these choices - for the money.

I suppose when one contemplates the above question, it
might be difficult to do it in isolation, without a
piece that considers motivation. But there are
different types of motivation, and some of them can
cause troubling results. In that case, is it worth it -
whatever "it" is.

I once had almost a fight of sorts with someone I
had spoken with previously - on many occasions. He
called me because he wanted me to do something I
was not comfortable with. I told him as much, and
yet he stayed on the phone, eventually getting mad
with me that he had spent his money and didn't get
what he wanted. He conveniently "forgot" that more
than once I had encouraged him to find someone else.
Short of hanging up on him, there wasn't much I
could seem to do, given how persistent he was.

It was the angriest I have ever felt coming off a call.

He certainly pushed a button in me. I do my best
to respect that people want what they want, and are
willing to take responsibility for what they perceive
are the potential risks, however, I am not always
willing to be a contributor. I was explaining to
someone recently that you can care about, and respect,
someone - without enabling them. If they shouldn't
smoke, I can respect that they make the choice to do
it, but I don't have to go out and buy them cigarettes.

In situations like these, each person it would seem
needs to make determinations for himself about what
to do. If one thinks that the choice to ask leaves
the burden of responsibility on the person who does
the asking, they may feel comfortable in doing things
that may even be perceived as troubling. However,
if there was ever a time that their choice may come
back to haunt them, as was in the case of Dr. Murray,
it might just have them think twice or more before
agreeing to fulfill the request.

I tell you this to tell you something about me.
I also tell you because there is something in
this for you. Others may not have your well being
in mind, and you may not always know what you don't
know and are getting yourself into.

As always, be careful and proceed with caution.

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Something fun for you | Are You a Fan of Puzzles?

I discovered the coolest site today that has uploaded
images that become electronic puzzles.

An image was uploaded, and I put it together. I found
it to be quite fun, and a bit challenging giving the
design, and the fact that I haven't done a puzzle in
quite some time.

I got an idea as I was playing. I am going to challenge
you to a bit of a contest. Either way that the results
go, you will receive a file from me.

Basically this is the deal:

You click here for a pay email that will send you the
link for the puzzle.

You pay $5.00 to get the link.

You put the puzzle together. It might take a
few minutes to figure out how it works, but no
worries, it was my first attempt too, so I won't
really have a head start on you there.

I suppose you could play it more than once and
send me your best one. It really wouldn't be
comparable. But I won't mind if you want to
cheat a little. :P

Once the puzzle is completed, there will be a
completed image, as well as a pop up that tells
you how long you took to complete it.

Take a screenshot of this page, and send it to me.

If it takes you longer to complete than it did me,
you will get an image file from me of my choosing.
If you complete it in less time, you will get an
audio file of your choosing.

DO NOT pay for this email if you think you will
receive a file upon clicking. You will only
receive your file once you have completed the
puzzle and have sent me your screenshot.

So...do I have any takers?

If so, CLICK HERE.

Have fun, and have a great night!
 

A Musical Love Letter | Video

I just watched this, and it is fun and beautiful.

The music danced to is What the World Needs Now
(is Love Sweet Love).

I thought it was awesome. It, to me, looks like
what love in a dance would be.

So sensual and sweet.
Enjoy.

Goodies

I just worked on a new image, and have several more
images to make for those who will be interested.

I am excited about them, and certainly hopw that you
will be too. However, I am also excited because I
will likely be incorporating them into what I am
creating for a December game...a hint of which you
will find on this blog - if you are observant. :)

That is all I am going to say for now, other than
the fact that you will want to play as much as possible
starting December 1. You will see why when the details
are unfurled later this month.

In the meantime, continue to enjoy Turkey or Treat.
Interestingly, I have noticed people clicking on a
pay email for the game, but not following through
on the payment. More often than not I am noticing
that they would have received a treat.

So...if you are curious enough to click, you'll likely
want to go ahead and pay the whopping $2 to play!

Have a great night. :)
 

On Expressing Oneself

As you are likely aware, Andy Rooney passed away this past
week. In learning more about him, the one thing that I
admired was his attitude about writing. He called himself
a writer who read his own work. He also believed that
the point of a writer is to say things as they are.

I remember has a child being told that the best way to
write was to do it like one speaks. It sounds quite
simple, really, and yet many seem to have difficulty
putting their words down "on paper." (Even knowing
this I sometimes have this problem, myself).

I have found that writing as one speaks can certainly vary.
I know some who are to the point verbally, and write in
the same, exacting, brief, and to the point way. I once
had one of those people tell me that I write too much.

While I reecognize that some people have neither the time
nor the interest to read something of length these days,
it has not inhibited my writing style. To write any
other way would be to be someone other than myself. I
suppose that might mean that my audience might not be as
large, but I am OK with that. I approach my calls in
very much the same way I write: I am not for everyone.
But for those who have an appreciation for me and my way
of doing things, we're gonna have a great time together.

It is becoming clearer and clearer to me every day that
the world is limited by the limits try to place on it
by our labels and expectations. There often times that
someone who has an open mind will find something he
didn't expect when talking to me...something those who
try to box and label me will miss.

There is no pleasing everyone. It is just not possible.
There are no ready-made, universal answers. Even if we
feel pressed to believe so. I think the more we think
that "others" have "the" answers, the more we will find
ourselves lacking in some way. I really don't think
anyone has "the" answers, but rather are (1) either good
at faking it, or (2) have found something that works
for them - at least for the time being.

Andy, and others, have said there are no unique ideas
in the world, and yet we often will jump on the bandwagon
that screams "new." We will turn to the person who seems
to know what we need - at least that is what they will
tell us, and we might allow ourselves to believe in our
most anxious and desperate moments.

We (as a whole, and in general, even though I don't
generally support generalizations) seem to be very
uncomfortable with the things we don't know, straining
to fit those things into what is already known, often
unwittingly, perhaps, limiting our options.

Who knows what is possible, unless we are willing to
remain in the discomfort and stop judging those things
and those people who refuse to be defined by the
current conventions? Who knows what is lost when we
try to force ourselves to see things in the only way
we know how?

Sometimes it may be good for someone like Andy to come
along and state the obvious, and to break the hold of
the hypnosis that we have been under. It may be good
for someone to take the mould and break or bend it in
the process of allowing rediscovery. It may be good
to see someone expressing themselves when so often we
are witness to those who would feel forced to silence
themselves for one reason, or another.

There is much to be said for our individual expression
and to the degree that we allow ourselves that we will
find that the world in which we live will be affected
in one way or another. It is one thing for another
to try to silence us, it is a different one all together
for us to choose to silence ourselves.

Here's to what Andy represented and what he stood for,
and for his approach to the conversation of life.

As always, have a good one :)

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Pure Love for Pure Love :)

i want to thank you for being so so
very much more than i could have imagined
when i first found your presence on
the internet...your mp3 Pure Love was so
beautiful and touched me deeply.

i can only imagine a world where everyone
interacted with each other with this
feeling for one another. i will have to do
my part to help spread this feeling.

Thank you again for this gift.
-ttmagoo

Thanks ttmagoo. I love feedback like this!
Those who have taken the time to listen to
this recording have found it to be quite
profound. I never grow tired of hearing
the effect it has had on others. How
wonderful of you to share your experience,
as well as your love.

As you are probably aware, the gift of the
recording and reminder was mine to give,
but not the gift of Love itself - as it
was already yours.
:)

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Hypnotic Landscape: Bigger than you think

I can not tell you how many times I speak
with someone who tells me that he doesn't
do "live" sessions with someone because
he wants to stay safe.

At the same time, he will listen to MP3s
and watch videos thinking that he is
somehow safe at a distance.

The problem is that many people do not
fully understand what hypnosis is, and
what it is capable of. You can be hypnotized
by text, by audio, by video, by someone who
never says a word. There are so many ways
that you can be not only affected, but
greatly manipulated by another, and not
realize what is happening until it is too
late.

Yes...having direct contact may seem more
scary, more real, and stronger, and perhaps
it could be, but I'd say while it may
SEEM to be that way, the greater danger IS
discounting/minimizing what can happen in
other contexts.

Any questions? As always just ask.
Have a great weekend.

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What if...

There are times in my life that I do or
don't do something that creates a ripple
effect I could never have seen coming.

I was thinking about this recently as
I thought about the fact that I am here,
doing what I am doing in the hypnotic,
erotic world.

If I had stayed in a relationship that I
was once in there is absolutely NO WAY
I could be doing what I am doing now.
ZERO chance.

The person I was with was not the type
of person who could have withstood me
talking to hundreds (and likely thousands
at this point) of guys on a regular basis,
and in a sexual way, to boot.

Even if I had become a hypnotist, there
is just no way it would have been something
that could have become what it has.

In thinking about that, I wondered if perhaps
it was a reason for our parting (even though
it happened long before I knew what was coming).

After all, if we had stayed together there
are some wonderful people that I have interacted
with that I would never have been able to have
that pleasure. In addition, there have been
those I have been able to help that I would
have never been able to help - had my life
taken a different course.

There are also things that I have gotten
for myself in this "leg" of the journey
that may have been a direct result of this
context and environment.

In sum total, I would say it has been a
good thing, despite some of the seeming
hiccups and frustrations. I know there are
all kinds of beliefs about destiny and "A"
Plan. As I have said before I don't know
what I think in that regard, but I do see
how many of my experiences, beliefs, thoughts,
actions have come together in ways I could
never have imagined creating intentionally.

Any which way, I am thankful for those of you
that have been a positive and affirming part
of the process that is my life. I never
imagined that my modest start into this realm
would come to be what it now is. I feel very
fortunate to have met most of you. :P

It is am amazing ride. One that every time
I think I found "IT" constantly reminds me
I don't have a clue.

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Some People.

Someone called me recently who said
he had never spoken with me before.
He said he had "heard" my listing,
my phone greeting, and felt compelled
to call.

When I asked him if he realized I
was a hypnotist, he said that my
greeting had to do with erotic torture
and mind control.

Since I don't say things like that,
it was apparent to me that he had
unfortunately not gotten the person
he wanted to speak to. So I told
him as much.

I forget what he said immediately
following, but I again suggested
that perhaps he had gotten the wrong
person.

His response was "Whatever. F*ck You,"
punctuated by a hang up.

When we got off the phone, I checked
my account, and this guy has spoken
with me previously which leads me to
believe that he knew a thing or two
about me, but perhaps chose to ignore
that I wasn't "like that."

I suspect he has this desire/fantasy
to be treated a certain way, and that
others may indulge him. The problem
is I am real, and I treat people in
a real way. If I am not what a person
is looking for, then I will be sure to
let him know. I don't just "jump in"
where a person wants me. It doesn't
work like that - at least not in my
erotic, hypnotic world.

*Sigh*

Calls like this suck. On the other
hand, I had some other thoughts today
that I will share with you in a
separate entry as it has a much
different feel and tone.

Til next time.
 

Just Wondering...

Is anyone thinking of me this very moment?

If you were thinking of me at this time,
on this day...you should let me know by
clicking below.


 

I Try

Today I was talking to someone about something,
and he said I would do the right thing. When
I asked how he knew that what I did would be
the right thing, he told me because I tell him
to use his intuition, and he was certain I must
follow my own advice.

Well nah, nah, nah, nah.
*Grumble* and a giggle
(not really, but it sounded good).

I do live much of my life by my gut feelings,
but there are times I am like some I talk to,
and am not clear which part of me is doing the
talking. Of course I hope it is the part that
does the best job of looking out for me. The
only "problem" is that just because it looks
out for me, doesn't mean I won't be hurt. It
doesn't mean I won't be disappointed. It
doesn't mean I will get what I want.

Sometimes we walk into situations with full
force and with the best of expectations and
other times it may be more cautiously, but
how we enter a situation doesn't matter as
much as how we potentially exit one.

And that is important because unfortunately,
despite our best of intentions and our
desires, other people in our lives may have
other ideas, and we may never know what they
are, or understand them - even if we do.

So, while we may think we know what the heck
we are doing at times, we may not have a
freakin' clue. The thing is to also be
careful about reacting to the past in the
present. If you do - or don't do - something
because of what happened in the past, some
will call it learning. Others might call
it fear. One can be built upon, the other
takes away.

Which one is which can't always be clear.
I had a moment in my life when I was very
clear that many of my past decisions were
coming from a place of fear - despite the
fact that at the time I thought I was
"facing the fear, and doing it any way."

It was a very devastating moment. It was also
a moment for me to build upon. I was no longer
on a false foundation, and could now build
something different - if I chose to.

I'd like to say it gets easier. But I am not
sure I believe that. But what I do believe is
that over time we become a bit more aware that
there are things we do that hinder us and there
are things we do that help us, and sometimes
they come disguised as their opposite.

In the game of life there seem to be rules that
aren't meant to be understood, rules that aren't
totally spelled out, rules that seem to be made
up as we go along. Makes me wonder if the rules
really matter at all, or if it is how we play
in and around them that has the value.

As always, I welcome YOUR thoughts.

Have a good night.

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Being Creative | Image

I often get distracted. If you know me,
that should likely not come as a surprise
to you.

Today I saw a quote that seems to be by
good ole Anon. Y. Mous. I liked it so
much I wanted to see what I could create
as an image to go with it...which I did
immediately. I have been working on this
for likely over an hour (although when
being creative, I never check the clock,
unless I have to).

This is the result that I thought I would
share with you. To all of those shining,
wish fulfilling stars out there, in all
forms.

Enjoy.



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