An Update (of sorts)

There was a time that I wondered if I suddenly disappeared,
if anyone would notice.  Try as I may to show myself as
more than "just" someone you can get off with, it
would seem a majority of those I interact with are looking
for the quick "fix."

I can't say I blame those who want this, as most that I make
contact with are through a phone sex site, after all.  However,
I have consistently tried to show you more, and hope that the
parts of you that are more than just your cock respond.

I know some of you think that when I get quiet, I may want
to be left alone, and your lack of saying anything is a type of
respect for me.  At the same time, I have often said otherwise,
and am never sure how to convey things, except to say them.

There is more to me, as I expect that there is more to you.
I realize this is not the best forum for that to be expressed,
acknowledged, or acted upon, but the fact is that I have always
tried to remain true to myself as it gives the both of us the 
best possible experience.  That is why I never do things that
I perceive might be of more harm than good to you.  

My life took a turn recently.  The destination of the curve is
one that I do not yet know.  The irony is that in life we often
may think we know where we are headed, but often we are
surprised.  There is so much that is unknown...and yet we
play and act like we DO know.

I would like to think that there are those of you who I have
truly connected with.   I would like to think that no matter what
happens, you are interested in where I go and what I do next.
I would like to think we connected in more than just one way,
so I very much would like to think that.

At the same time, I realize that there are those of you who are
wanting something from me that you can't currently have, and
for that reason you will likely go (or already have gone) elsewhere. 
If that is the case, I wish you well.  I will, as always, tell you 
to stay safe.  

Read my blog.  Educate yourself.  Be careful.  There has been
a lot of shit I have seen over the years, and believe me when I
say you do NOT want to be a part of anything like what I have
been a witness to - even if your fantasy thinks it does.

Now...For anyone who is interested in sticking around -
and especially for those who care about and respect me...

Recent events are NOT ones that I have chosen.  As a result,
they are leaving me in an uncomfortable position in more than
one way.  For the few that I have told what is going on, they
have wanted to help financially.  I realize that if you don't know
what is going on, you may be uncertain as to whether you
want to help, or not.  It is completely understandable.  If you
would like to know, just email me and we will schedule some
time to talk, and I'll even send you some free minutes to do that
- provided you are on NF.

I have always wanted to really relate to those that I connect
with here, and this is a chance for us to potentially do that.
As far as calls and cams go, for now they are hit or miss.
If you can catch me and/or schedule with me, we can do a
session.  However, at the moment, I will tell you it is likely
to be a slim chance that it will happen.

In time, I will be explaining all.  If you are truly interested in
me, you will discover what has happened.  You will also learn
more about me.  This abrupt turn has turned things on their
head, and I am fairly certain my life will never be the same.
I know; it sounds so dramatic.  Well...in some ways, it IS.

I think this will be all for now...

Except if you want to be a good boy for me.  I am always
grateful for your clicks and your efforts, however, during this
time it is even MORE so.  If you would like to help, please
either click a button below, or send a payment of your choosing.
Want something for your money?  You can always choose to
buy a file. 

As always, thanks for being a part of my world.
Isis